Monday, April 23, 2007

perfect start..

I am wondering what I am doing over her right now updating my blog instead of studying for the so called"phodu" course ,discrete mathematics..I just wanted to share my feelings on how yesterday's exam of computational methods went..It was an ideal exam to begin with because you can get away with meagre or I would say infinitesimal preparation(of course when compared to other courses) and to add to that was the luxury of being allowed to take a couple of A-4 sheets with stuff written on them.But this luxury almost ruined my party and gave me an initial scare during which I managed to solve only one problem out of eight in first forty-five minutes thanks to an error in the formula-sheet(I noticed that the same was the case with many, so there might be a case when instructor himself had faltered in lecture,of course i don't know because I have rarely been to class).But then I did not panic and always backed myself knowing that I could finish the paper off perfectly in time which was the case finally.This was quite the beginning I wanted and yeah this could in all probability get me an "A" grade for the first time here..

Thursday, April 19, 2007

SHE

"She"...listening her talking, chatting with her or even thinking about her for that matter makes me smile in a unique way..may be that is called a blush as many people say..what does she mean to me..it may not be an exaggeration or a rush of blood to say that she's right up there in my wish list..just for the reason that I feel that 'm at my best when 'm in her company..I am more natural and more childish.I like to be lectured by her for doing some supposedly don't s .:P I love to be a spectator when she is in charge of the proceedings or having a go at me.. god!! I really love that..
Its an inexplicable feeling when some hitherto unknown magic takes you over .You will remain stranded and cherish the moments forever.Man!! I really miss those moments..having to spend 1 more month before listening to her..I never thought missing someone might be that tough and I surely have never ever even imagined in my wildest dreams that I'd say this for a girl..may be I was wrong..may be I was immature..may be I was right ..probably because she ain't any girl.she is "SHE".. :)