perfect start..

I am wondering what I am doing over her right now updating my blog instead of studying for the so called"phodu" course ,discrete mathematics..I just wanted to share my feelings on how yesterday's exam of computational methods went..It was an ideal exam to begin with because you can get away with meagre or I would say infinitesimal preparation(of course when compared to other courses) and to add to that was the luxury of being allowed to take a couple of A-4 sheets with stuff written on them.But this luxury almost ruined my party and gave me an initial scare during which I managed to solve only one problem out of eight in first forty-five minutes thanks to an error in the formula-sheet(I noticed that the same was the case with many, so there might be a case when instructor himself had faltered in lecture,of course i don't know because I have rarely been to class).But then I did not panic and always backed myself knowing that I could finish the paper off perfectly in time which was the case finally.This was quite the beginning I wanted and yeah this could in all probability get me an "A" grade for the first time here..

SHE

"She"...listening her talking, chatting with her or even thinking about her for that matter makes me smile in a unique way..may be that is called a blush as many people say..what does she mean to me..it may not be an exaggeration or a rush of blood to say that she's right up there in my wish list..just for the reason that I feel that 'm at my best when 'm in her company..I am more natural and more childish.I like to be lectured by her for doing some supposedly don't s .:P I love to be a spectator when she is in charge of the proceedings or having a go at me.. god!! I really love that..
Its an inexplicable feeling when some hitherto unknown magic takes you over .You will remain stranded and cherish the moments forever.Man!! I really miss those moments..having to spend 1 more month before listening to her..I never thought missing someone might be that tough and I surely have never ever even imagined in my wildest dreams that I'd say this for a girl..may be I was wrong..may be I was immature..may be I was right ..probably because she ain't any girl.she is "SHE".. :)

Heat is on!!

As we enter into the final phase of the fourth semester ,everything is heating up.Even the weather has heated up in the past 10 days.Students are running after profs nudging them for summer projects though they still maintain clean attendance in the classes[:P].The sem has been a hectic one with one of the two dept. courses being pretty tough as to understand let alone answer the questions.God knows how 'm gonna do well in the end-sems. I've been hinging my hopes on a decent performance in this semester and desperate to perform well.May I be blessed with the courage and patience to tackle the tricky situations taht I'm gonna be up against in the near future!!

well, well,well ...some one i think has correctly said that history repeats itself and after a sunrise there is always a sunset , so on and so forth...yeah..pretty much correct ..first mid-semester has left some sweet memories coupled with odd hiccups..never mind..nevertheless it was quite a decent performance and has once again reiterated the fact that there is no substitute for putting in effort..after some time it was a nice feeling to be back among marks and grades..yeah quite correctly,history repeats itself..

Now the moment i have been waiting for quite a while has probably arrived in the form of the first mid-semester examinations.This might sound weird but this is a fact having appeared for all the examinations in the previous semesters under prepared (pardon me if there's a grammatical error in this word) and with an astonishingly low attendance,I was caught off-guard.Having attended the classes at a reasonable rate and having followed the proceedings carefully ,I see no reason why i should not hinge my hopes upon this examination.Yes, probably I might be a bit rusty to start with but I think it won't be too long before getting settled into the groove. It remains to be seen how the outcome would be.

back to business...

here goes my first blog in the year 2007..the resolutions for this year(taken because of the new semester rather) consist of some really simple and trivial things as they appear like attending all the classes and try and put in a decent effort..on the whole a single point agenda is on cards urging to get "back to business"..

adieu 2006..

aah..here ends 2006..a rather calm one ..it was a different one from the previous year i.e, 2005..it reminded me of mortality and that a nadir of failure is always in the vicinity once you have reached the zenith of success...but undoubtedly past one year has been a learning experience in itself...it for sure helped me to toughen myself up and most importantly i have learnt to say no to certain things and be selective about the things i wanted to do...thus helping myself to be more focused and get ready to face new hurdles..but successive failures tend to make a person short on confidence but the strength of a string is known only when it is stretched to the fullest..2006 will go down as an year which is quite special because of all the things it had given me..